Is it about being better than others? or contribution? or ambition? What is it that makes us make all these decisions?

I know what I lack. I am less sure what are my strengths. But still have a general idea.

I know what I have to change. I am not sure I can change easily. I am sure though that I perform greater when I am an a team of people who complete me. Some things are just not our strengths. Does it mean that we cant be somewhere we want to be if we are not good enough? Does awareness of my own weaknesses count? Considering strengths can generate bigger contribution if I concentrate on them?

Is it like trying to fly with no wings instead of running faster?..

What about ambition? What about being inspired? What about aspiration?

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But it is still about enjoying the game. Dancing, dancing, dancing, sleeping for 15 hours, turning the music on and dancing again. Inspiring people. Smiling. Playing. Improvising. Jumping. Coloring.

I want to go on. And we'll see where my inspirations lead me to.