Home. First 24 hours

Oh yes, I am home.
After 13,5 months, I am back.
some interesting feelings that come with it...

1. You know what? It doesnt feel like i am back!! All the way in the plane it was a feeling I am just going for vacations to Kiev. The feeling that my life is in HK, and there's nothing in Kiev, so i am just a visitor. not 'coming back to', but rather 'going to' feeling. A funny feeling.
2. I packed so fast, and I had meetings with people till lasdt day that i couldnt recognize the fact I am actually leaving. It came in waves., where tears turned into my eyes, but left soon as my head was full of other things to think of. That explains why first day and the flight felt like a dream, totally surreal!
3. Now that i stay home longer, the whole year in HK sometimes seems like a long dream..
4. But I feel so different. Feel changed :)
5. I go around town smiling :). not cause i am back, but because i remember moments from times in Hong Kong, conversations or people and it makes me smile, cuz it happened in my life and i am so happy.
.... and the whole coming back actually feels very CALM. and i didnt expect that to be this way, but its actually very good :)

My friends are still old great friends. Its good tyo be around people who care so much. Still its difficult to understand what i came through, so i feel a need to talk to someone about this HK-Ukraine-Nadya-herlife&self topic :) hopefully will do.

Oh, and I miss HK people and HK itself... miss u people!!!aaa!!! :)

So whats now:
- I am matching, yeah, after 6 years of being active member, now I am an EP!! yeaaah!!
- Going to Russia, to visit grandparents for several days...and reflect on all these things that happened
- come back and do nothing (but matching) for several days... really need that
- build my plan.The one about my life :)

will keep u updated! many kisses :))