Belief

Sometimes its incredible how I've grown in these couple of years.
There's this internal belief that I can do anything. Anything. If I want it, with a little or a big effort, but it's possible. And everytime i think I cannot do something, or I am scared, or nobody else around me could, I kick out these thoughts. Everything is in my mind. and if i make it possible there, it'll be possible.

So I want this to work. There are many reasons why it cannot or shouldnt work. Many examples how it can break. Many ways to see the end is near. Many ways to predict which way it'll end. But I want this to work.
And i dont want to talk about, question it and I dont want to think about it. I dont want to be sad and discuss how sad i am. I just know it's worth being happy knowing i have it. So I want to be happy.