Everything runs in cycles. There's my self and there's what I do. And it has to be balanced, n harmony. Somehow I keep finding one without another. I found myself so many times.Every time happy, because ther's so much more I can discover about myself and my capabilities. I found my direction so many times, questioned it and lost it, found again, enjoyd, lost it. Everytime it was something I enjoyed and was ready to devote 150% to and as I exhaust the path, I look for a new one.

This year's been very important for me, - I found my self, the way I've never known myself. I discovered the authentic me, inner freedom, easiness of being, enjoying, being present in my life. I know what I lack there but I know what I can be. And this discovery was the breath of fresh air in my life. Vital.

But I lost direction again. And I am fine with it, because I know its ok. And I know that being and knowing who I am will help me to find the path. So I am looking forward to seeing it. I want to calm down and see it clearly. Because I am ready to find it. As I said, I know I can do anything, I just wish I knew what.

And I am Happy. Because I know I'll find it :)